I have been here for 10 days. And just when I am getting into this whole cycling routine of mine, my body decides to go into a state of confusion and “let’s just take a break by having a cold”. The symptoms came on suddenly too – meh.
My current addiction to Orange is the New Black, and more so, my celebrity crush on one particular actress names Laura Prepon is becoming ridiculous. It is a MUST DO every night before I sleep. The body is probably angry for my mind being such a shit and not allowing it to shut down when it really should each evening. *sheepish grin*
Work seems to be getting better. I am finally getting somewhere with knowing the equipment and their location, and even getting into the generator side of things which is bloody fantastic!
I have been really enjoying this time that I have had to myself. There has been too much going on over the past year or so that this solitude is refreshing, and ultimately good for self reflection. I suppose if I can feel happy within myself and with myself, then life will just get better from there. I would obviously like to have someone with me, but this may be difficult in itself. I still wonder sometimes, who would love a person like me? Am I attractive?
What attracts people to others? Why do we sometimes make the wrong decision?
PS. I cannot believe this is my first blog post in years!