You get to a point where you go “I really can’t be fucked doing this anymore”. And at that point you wonder if you would ever find someone cos you may have potentially given up that last ounce of hope you had inside of you. And it hurts balls.
You no longer really think of “what could be” but rather you think “will you even get there?”. And that is a very sad state to be in.
More and more I throw this CBF attitude. Can’t Be Fucked. And the more I feel numb to the whole idea of love. Is there such a thing for me?